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12/5/2000 Hi Valerie:) Your letter was just what I needed. The last couple of days have been VERY trying. I received a letter Saturday from the Assistant Attorney General threatening me with fines or imprisonment. My mom FREAKED out; she is convinced that I am going to spend some time in jail. I am 36 now but I feel that she still sees me as being 18. Anyway the culmination of it all came today after I was finally able to make the proper connections. Currently I am scheduled to go before the chiropractic board to show them the difference between what they know and what I do. Their attorney was the one who actually set it up. They wouldn't HEAr me any other way. He says that as long as what I do is NOT chiropractic they can't regulate me. I have spent the last twelve years preparing for this moment and feel that I am ready, but even then God is my co-pilot. As long as I don't lose sight of that fact I'm sure I'll do alright. Pray for me. I feel that this could be the beginning of HEAven on earth.

I have been studying the Revelation for about ten years now. And yes it speaks to me. I have referred to it as a good friend in the past and after I had said that, I thought it a bit odd for me to feel that way, since everyone else around me doesn't understand it. I wondered about that, and am curious if ANYONE feels the same way. My experiences have intensified since August. What do you understand about astrology? I never gave it much credence until about ten years ago. I was preparing to enter college for the first time when I thought that I would sharpen my mind on a controversial subject. I discovered then that I was born under the strongest pairing of the zodiacal signs (the lion and the dragon). Twelve years ago when I began this journey I moved into Fort Worth, Texas, about 50 miles from Grandpa. The date was August 1, 1988 (the lion and the dragon). This last August the pairing of the lion and the dragon occurred once again, and I must say that the power that moved me was INTENSE. I had my eyes on the HEAvens and BOY did I see a light show!

I get messages. I don't HEAr anything with my ears but I sure do feel the words in my spirit. Anyway my husband, my daughter, and myself had taken a nice slow drive in the country on August 12th. I have been so wrapped up in trying to get this work out to the world that I just couldn't give it a rest as my husband put it. I can't remember what it was about now but I am sure that it had to do with something that had flashed inside my mind. At that moment I couldn't bear to be next to the spirit that wouldn't accept God, so I told my husband to stop the car and let me out. I practically had to jump out of a moving vehicle in order to make my point. And when I found my feet on solid ground I began walking back the way we had just come. I was upset and was beginning to calm down when I found this really neat looking stone on the side of the road. It reminded me of the stone that David might have used to slay Goliath. A short distance away was another stone bleached white by the sun. I picked them up in that order. I remembered in the Revelation about a white stone being promised so I examined it for a name. Nothing was there and I almost threw it down, but then I realized that it was a tablet stone and that it could be written on. So I decided to keep it. Suddenly I was told to pick up five stones. So I looked around to see if there were any more stones like the first one thinking of the story in the old testament about David and Goliath. There were more stones of the same type so I began picking them up, when I noticed these really neat arrowHEAd type stones. So I picked them up too. Suddenly the message was, 'Pick up ten stones.'. So I did. I didn't even know what I had or how many I had until I found the last smooth stone of David. I ended up with five stones for David, four arrowHEAd type stones, and what I now call the bread. They were all in close proximity almost as if they had been laid out for me. By then my husband had found his way back to me and there I stood in the middle of the road with my new toys:) I set them aside and decided to look at them when I got home. When I did, I examined the tablet stone again. Of course I almost expected to find Tammy, since that is my name. Well, I didn't find Tammy. What I did find was TAMAR. It was written out right in front of me and then vanished just as quick. It scared me. A little bit later I got up the nerve to take another look, and this time I found 'THE CHOSEN', again vanishing just as quick.

The night of the full moon, August 15th (my daughter's 14th birthday) at about 1:00 A.M., my daughter (August Joy) and myself sat out under the HEAvens. It was a beautiful night with the full moon rising overHEAd. I had received another message. 'If you want to see clearly, take off your glasses.' So I did. I looked up at the moon and suddenly there in the light of the moon was the star of David. I am near sighted and I guess that the refraction of the light was such that there it was, in all it's splendor. I had taken the tablet stone outside with me and finally found the courage to examine it closely. I wanted to KNOW what was there. What I saw under the light of the full moon was 'ME'. I thought, that couldn't be right, so I took a closer look and found 'HEA', the beginning of HEAven, HEAl, and HEAlth. I asked August what she saw, not wanting to influence her answer and we both came to the same conclusion. She said that it made her think of the Lord's prayer so we recollected the prayer and found that HEAven is written twice. She then began to chase her cats in the yard. I looked back up at the moon and suddenly right in front of me an arc of fire in the sky, a beautiful shooting star just under the full moon moving from north to south and CLOSE. I shouted, 'August, August', trying to get her attention. Right now I am looking in the dictionary. August means 'inspiring awe or admiration; majestic'. Isn't it wonderful how the Lord prepares praise for himself even without our knowledge. I love Him SO much and yes I feel that the feeling's mutual:)

I had received a message on either the 10th or the 11th of August. I didn't write the date down because I didn't understand the significance of the message until a few days later; even then, I wasn't sure that I had gotten the message right because of the number of days that I was given. The message was, 'I will work seven days; the eighth day is yours.'. After I realized that something special was going on I figured when He might be finished, and came up with August 17. This date turned out to be predestined, I guess; it happens to be the sixth birthday of the story that took place at www.nsirtech.com/beginning.html. Yes I spent a LOT of time in the scripture that week, and after I received the white stone I focused on the churches in the Revelation. I figured that I had apparently overcome something, else I wouldn't have received that stone. I was inspired to overcome each obstacle that was written there. I figured one obstacle a day, that was all I had to overcome. Just one step at a time.

The morning of the 14th I had received a message in between wake and sleep. It seemed out of place and I thought I was dreaming. 'I will remove your lampstand.' is what I got. I had slept with the tablet stone that night and woke up to find that it was missing. I was desperate to find it and after I realized that I had been laying on it I recovered the stone and laid back down to finish my rest. I had already planned that same day to take my computer over to Grandpa's to show him my web site previous to my posting it. I just didn't feel right about putting it out there without his approval. I had brought up the page that is now at www.nsirtech.com/psalm2.html and was explaining to him how I came to choose that particular scripture. I told him that I had explained to my Lord that I felt that I couldn't use that passage because of what it implied, when He asked me to consider the last sentence. He (Jesus) then asked me if I took refuge in Him or not. When I said that I did He told me that it was proper for me to use it. He also said that the world wouldn't know what was just previous to this text unless they looked it up for themselves. He said that if and when they DID look it up that I would be leading them to God. At that moment in my recounting to Grandpa I HEArd what I thought sounded like a sword strike. I turned to look, thinking which kid broke something now, and found my parents lampstand (the kind that goes from the ceiling to the floor) without it's top. It balanced for a moment and then began to move west, south, east, and north and fell right in front of me. The message was, 'I bring down the trident.'. I had to look trident up because I wasn't sure what it meant. It all came together, Psalms 2 and the promise of the last few verses from the Revelation 2. Grandpa gave me the go aHEAd and I received the authority that I had been lacking. Later I realized that the 14th was the day of the fourth church.

My parents have stood in opposition to my experiences. They have said that either I'm making it up, losing my mind, or it's from the devil. I even went so far as to tell Daddy about my message the morning of the 14th. I told him that it was a bad sign for them, being that they have refused His gifts. He only said that it wasn't my lampstand that He removed, it was his. He had fixed the broken piece by that time and claimed that the lamp simply had worn out. But, I feel as you do, everything happens for a reason. I just felt that it was too fantastic that the two events weren't connected.

Earlier in the week my daughter had a couple of friends over. They are familiar with my struggle and one of the girls told me to call her minister. So I did. The woman was preparing to go on vacation and I had caught her packing her bags. She said that she would return on the 16th. The next day was the date that she set up for our meeting. As I have said the 17th was the last day that He would work. The night before I was looking at the place in the Revelation that talks about the new Jerusalem (Chapter 21). I realized that I had been given twelve stones in all. The other two stones (a black piece of meteorite with engraving on it, and a white chunk of marble, I believe) were found the afternoon of the 15th. So I laid out the stones as was described in the text, in a square. I had just come in from outside and had seen a strange line in the sky with a bowl underneath it. I had thought that it looked like a bow. Suddenly I was told to put Man in the center of the stones. I didn't know in which direction to put the skull that I had received from Grandpa earlier that day. I had collected this item in order to show the minister about our work. And then I realized that the drawing in the HEAvens wasn't a bow after all, but the skull. I went outside and held up the skull underneath the line in order to determine which way to place the skull. I went back inside and placed it as you see at www.nsirtech.com/wheel.html.

That same day, the 17th, I not only took the skull but the entire gift to the minister. I'm really not sure why I took the whole thing; I guess I was looking for an answer. She reassured me that she understood the spirit and that it was okay to talk about it there. So I took out my gift almost expecting to be condemned for it and placed it as I had the night before. She examined it and said, 'It's interesting that you have it placed in the form of a circle.' I didn't think that I did, and then I looked at it. There it was. She then asked me if I had HEArd about the medicine wheel, and began to talk about it. She told me about the different colors for the four directions, and said that it looked like I had all the colors but that they were out of balance. She told me how to place the colors and said that when I balanced the wheel I would have my answer.

I waited until late that night to work on this project further because I had stayed up the night before. I needed my rest. I had just placed all the colors and was taking pictures of it to show the world when my sister called to tell me that Grandpa was having a HEArt attack and was going to the hospital in an ambulance. Grandpa is 98. I figured that I wouldn't see him again, but gathered myself together in order to go to the hospital. I asked the Lord whether or not I should take the wheel with me and told Him that they wouldn't accept it. He asked me, 'Did you find it?'. I said yes and He said, 'Then by all means, take it with you.' So I did. When I got to the hospital I was told to place it on Grandpa's bed. He hadn't had a HEArt attack but he did have, just ten minutes before, 103 degrees temperature. I placed my holy gift on his bed and shortly the doctors came in to take him away for tests. I literally stood over him in order to protect him from their prodding and poking, and that is when I discovered that he had the fever. The doctor tried to put the hard sell on me and make me feel that I was letting my grandpa down. He said that I had brought him in there and that now I wouldn't let them help him. I reached over and touched his foreHEAd to test for the fever myself. I didn't feel what they said was there and MADE them take his temperature again. 101 degrees, which shortly became 100 and then 99. I asked the nurse later if they had given him anything to break the fever and discovered that they hadn't. I am convinced that a miracle took place. Mom on the other hand won't believe it. She doesn't believe that there is anything holy about the artifact, and condemns me for bringing it. Grandpa turned out to have e-coli in his bloodstream. He went through a series of antibiotics and spent two weeks in the hospital. I believe that it wasn't necessary since the tests they ran were from the night he came in. They didn't get the results back until three days later, and by that time he was recovering nicely. He did have a cancer on his shoulder previous to this whole event. While we were waiting on the doctor to get around to taking it off I advised Mom to get him on the cancer herbs. A couple of days before this happened I looked at the cancer myself to see if there was any change. It had begun to disintegrate, and fell in on itself only to have HEAlthy tissue grow back in it's place. A few days into his hospital stay he underwent a catscan in order to try to see what might be wrong with him. The only thing that came back from that intrusion was that his liver wasn't the right size. The doctor asked if he had his liver cut away any time in the recent past. Later I remembered from the book I had read, The Cure for All Cancers, about the parasite that causes the cancer being in the tissues where the cancer lives AND the liver also. We figured that since his cancer had disintegrated or died back that his liver with the parasite in it probably did too. Fortunately Grandpa had enough of his liver left to begin the HEAling process. I asked a local chiropractor whom I had helped in the past about the liver and found that it has amazing rejuvenative capacity. Nobody expected Grandpa to come out of the hospital alive. Two weeks later he went home looking younger than he had in quite awhile. Later Mom took him back to his doctor to have the cancerous mole removed and his doctor said that perhaps he had made a mistake and that he didn't think it was cancer after all.

I forgot to tell you about the eighth day. The morning of the 18th I had left the hospital in order to go get my husband for work. We live in Kremlin, just north of Enid. I was HEAded north toward Kremlin and had just gotten into the country on the dirt roads when suddenly the lights came up in the HEAvens. Right in front of me was a throne. We had been praying for rain and had just experienced a drought of several months. The lightning apparently flashed directly behind this throne illuminating it for me. There was a space in the center, almost like a vacuum and I felt that I was being called. I don't recollect a whole lot except that I felt myself being thrown backward in my seat. The lights then began in the west, echoed in the east and performed quite a beautiful sight for me. I was enthralled. When I got home I collected my husband and a bag of goodies including fruit and wine in order to celebrate whatever Grandpa had coming his way. When I got back to the hospital I told Grandpa that I had seen the throne, and that God was in His kingdom. He said that it was about time and that we've been waiting for two thousand years. He of course is the only one that appreciated my vision:)

The night of his admittance to the hospital I am convinced he almost died. I watched his eyes and felt that he was seeing angels. I told him that he couldn't go anywhere, that I needed him, and that I had found something that he HAD to see (the holy artifact). Grandpa doesn't remember anything from that night except that I had something that I needed to share with him. The next day (18th) he was enthusiastic and wanted to see what I had found. He also asked me when I was going out to live with 'them' as he put it. I think he made contact with something that he never thought he would. Grandpa hasn't really believed in life after death, and has even said that once your dead, your dead. Now he has told me (the 18th) that he is aware of the holy spirit phrased as a question. He said that it was inside. I told him that he was aware of it and that yes he had seen an angel that day. I felt like Michael, if that makes any sense to you. Later in the day my daughter saw a yellow light come from me. I've HEArd it's called the aura. I don't know a lot about that kind of thing but am beginning to consider the possibilities. There's a whole lot more. I've had a dream back in July that has been coming true. I was given this dream when I first had to go up before the chiropractic board. I've seen it coming true in at least three different instances. The first time was when Grandpa was in the hospital. The latest was today. But that is another story. I'll let you go for now. Thanks for letting me talk your ear off. I've enjoyed it. Do you have any stories to share? Sincerely Tammy Joy

This page was first posted in December 2000 and last revised on January 7, 2022.