Date: Tue, 9 Oct 2001 04:02:03 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Tammy Kennedy"
Subject: Re: COUP

Hi Kristine:)

I really don't know what to say except that I have been overwhelmed by the emotion of the time.

I am angry that things are not different than they are. I am also quite upset about my own response to the madness. But frankly, I feel that if mankind wants destruction, then that is what we will get with both hands.

I have, since 1991, carried a torch of hope and gladness only to have idiocy and fear all but destroy my vision for the future. I am tired, and have stepped back from my position of wanting to save the world and am now in a place to allow for the destruction that He told me was inevitable all those years ago.

I feel a sense of guilt in this. But, at the same time I have a renewed sense of hope for the future. There is still so much to do and I am not near ready myself. But, if God wants to clear His threshing floor then I must join Him in the process.

I feel that the battle of Armageddon is in our own bodies. What led me to see this possibility was a History Channel program. In the program there was talk about this famed battle of Armageddon that was supposedly to take place on a particular piece of land over there. There was a map drawn out and speculation was made as to the reason for the location. I remember seeing trade routes of the land on the map. There was one road above the city and two (divided into a fork)below. I was struck with the similarity to the nervous system, except that the one path was the spinal cord and the two paths were the two hemispheres of the brain. This understanding was not mentioned by the program; it is just what struck me as I was watching.

Not much later I received a letter from a woman who spoke similarly. She said that she believed that the battle took place in our own minds. We were obviously in different places in our ministry, but I do believe that God used this woman to confirm my new found understanding regarding the battle of Armageddon.

You see, to what level prophecy is fulfilled is dependent on our willingness to learn from our mistakes. If people stop believing that George W. Bush or any other third dimensional official is a fulcrum for our life's future, then the change will take place. We then become the fulcrum for ourselves and possibly others who are ready to take up the task also. Government is changed because we do not allow for the lie to govern us and responsibility is willingly taken for the end that God delivers.

I do not suppose that the experience is in place yet, but we must examine the possibility of overthrowing the government that leads to the wrong end. It is time to examine the turbulent '60's once again and hopefully facilitate the proper response. Peace, union, and change is on the horizon whether or not our so-called leaders are ready for it or not.

Also I do not put it past G. W. to have somehow orchestrated the scene of September 11. His father was head of the C.I.A. for crying out loud, and made his own attempt to unify the nation through war in the early '90's. Reagan was guilty of funding Saddam by trading weapons for hostages, and behind the backs of the American people, no less. I have heard the intention of G. W. to orchestrate our way out of the financial stint by spending our way out of the halt. I suppose now that he meant spending on troops and weapons.

I know that many people are praying for our world leaders, but I can't be a part of that. I would prefer to see them all dead in one stroke with a blood clot to their heart. Maybe then the people would find their way out from under the oppression that is going on, and there would be no doubt that God's hand has struck the hour. And that is the only problem that I have regarding the destruction of September 11 is that it was not an act of God as insurance would depict. But then again, the world would say that it didn't mean anything, and it was just a flood or earthquake or other act of nature and not a judgment of God.

I really don't know why we have allowed for the deception to propagate itself the way it has, except to say that the mass of humanity is asleep. And, I don't see mankind changing his tune in the near future. For the majority of humankind have failed to respect fear for God and assume that if we ask for His forgiveness each and every Sunday morning, then He will abundantly comply to our demands and we do not need to learn from our mistakes, or change our ways, for that matter.

Your friend

Tammy

PS. I feel better now that I have voiced my aggravation for the situation. Please let us join our voices to hope that God will end this craziness soon. I still believe that He has a plan for us and that Heaven is meant to exist on Earth. In Christ, Amen.

PPS. I hope that I have not offended you in any way. I am in shock, and un/fortunately I am one who feels much. I did tell my husband just yesterday though, that if we had gotten it right, wouldn't God Himself come and join the party and not allow for the devastation to take place? One more thing: while Grandpa was so close to death a verse kept running through my mind. It said, "I have given Egypt as your ransom, Cush and Seba in your place. Since you are precious in My sight, since you are honored and I love you, I will give other men in your place and other peoples in exchange for your life." In fact, I believe that I had requested for Cush and Seba to be taken in place of Grandpa just days before September 11. And, he is now recovering once again from his close call. He is now 99 years and 70 days and growing stronger every day.